Daughter can't handle daddy's desires

Dear Diary After my mom left us I was a bit rebellious, my grades dropped and I started partying alot. One night I came home pretty crunk and was startled by Daddy waiting in my bed. He knew what I had been doing and made me get over his knee like when I was little. Daddy spanked me hard and tickled me as punishment then sent me to bed. Something about the feeling of his hand on my ass got me really worked up aparently. Sometime before morning I began to masturbate and imagined doing very kinky things with Daddy. As I played with my self I imagined his hard cock in my mouth while he fingere fucked meand I came really hard. I started imagining him fucking me and every position I imagined made me cum harder than the last. I hope theres nothing wrong with me.